you are not alone

images by misha de ridder. really feeling these intense quiet landscapes lately.

are you passionate?

you're young until you're old

from the archives

a million thousand words

this tornado loves you

no doubt about it. safety enveloped me last night and i dove head in. safety has this pull on me and i took the chance. it crept in over 6 months and at first i kept it at a safe distance. its smile was sweet and powerful though, and some nights i couldn't be without it, and most days i look for it around every bend. we move around together, latching onto each other more and more. i do not know what to do, but take deep breaths. and smile. things are so much clearer and even more unclear.

for tonight, for ever

it sort of seems perfect that i came home to this. well, this and an episode of californication. i am going to bed for the second time in 3 days at eleven pm. its just that my stomach is making noises and my heart is swaying every which way. i am homesick for something i cannot name. thank god for andrew bird and his whistling. and thanks nyla

an arrangement of rememberances

note to self

an e-flux email totally depressed me today. the aldrich is putting on the bicycle show that i have wanted to do for forever. i am too busy for myself right now.

call me home

one of my favorite places on earth, molly's home.

the nearby past

crazy moon on my widgets the other day.
still from greg stimac's new video.
you are not lost you are here.