Sunday, December 26, 2010
the cave
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
these are my dreams
Monday, December 6, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
turkey a go go
today would have been the day to arrive, to drink some wine and cuddle up by the outdoor fire. nick and i are sad to miss the friends and the feasts. but we have our own 15 pound turkey that is brining as i type and new friends to share our modest feast with this year. it is sort of my first offical grown up thanksgiving. but next year, i believe it will be back to the commune we go. its just too hard to stay away.
Monday, November 22, 2010
all we ever wanted was everything
tomorrow night, i am shopping for my thanksgiving party. or going to uchiko. i haven't decided yet.
wednesday night, i want to go to the gingerman and have some beers because we haven't been yet.
wednesday morning, i want to go to boggy creek farms, to find other delicious things to eat.
thursday is thanksgiving and i am cooking.
friday will be movie day- harry potter again.
saturday, brunch and walter cronkite at the lbj library.
sunday i will gear up for monday. football will be involved. and other things too i am sure.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
she couldn't rock and roll with me and i couldn't avant-garde with her.
the image from whence the title of this blog post came, via vork.
it's quite possibly on of my most favorite titles i have come across lately, and as i am thinking about titles for things, it will hopefully continue to inspire me. i think i have a great one for my summer exhibition, but it will have to wait to be unveiled to the world.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
home is something i carry with me
Monday, November 1, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
moths and flames
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
the march goes on.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
let's watch phenomenas arise out of the darkness
texas is a strange place and austin is a mecca to many who grew up in small towns here wanting to get to the big city. by big city, i mean a few blocks downtown with some tiny tall buildings and a transit system that should be bulldozed out of sight. my neighbor went to new york city once. he said he felt like he was in a movie. it was pretty darn cute, i'll tell you that. and maybe because austin is stuck somewhere between huge college town and small city that i can appreciate it and what i can do here. but it is also an in between place. neither open land nor anciently large city, it situates itself as weird and green and big and small. i like it here. i like the possibilities and the neighbors and the little cul de sacs in my neighborhood. i love my job and my family here. i am excited though, for the desert in november and the city in december. because my roots and my future and everything in between is everywhere all at once and right now its here. and i am glad for the strangeness.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
rightside up
2010, pintura, planchas de madera
Stefan Benchoam en colaboración con Radamés “Juni” Figueroa y Chemi Rosado
i want to celebrate you here
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
everything is everything
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
when the night is gone
Monday, July 19, 2010
double rainbow
things in my new house, when i move in on saturday will include lots of clothes and shoes, a succulent not yet named, totoro, a broken cody hudson mug, and a 1950s formica kitchen table. i will eagerly await nick's arrival with our bed, my books, our plants, and the other things that make you realize your life is quite amazing, like pictures that only exist in hard copy and friendly handwritten notes from long ago, my shewok sweatshirt and my small yet vital art collection. in my head, this house is already full of memories before i even spend my first night, so i suppose it already feels like home even though i am not there yet. i am looking forward to going home then, very much so.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
let's run to the coast
From here:
When I moved here and didn't know anyone I told Robby that I was surprised what I missed most was being touched. I didn't just mean by him so I'll elaborate. When you're in a city full of strangers there aren't hugs, there are just handshakes or maybe a brushing of shoulders. But when you're surrounded by friends there are hugs, arms around each other's shoulders, guiding hands on each other's backs. This is a primordial comfort that I had never thought of until I was alone for the first time in my life.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
je voudrais vous voir
Friday, July 2, 2010
in and out
i am going to attempt that interaction tonight, and go out with kevin parks hauser, possibly. i say possibly because i may be very tempted to stay in like i have been doing and watch season 2 of friday night lights and look for apartments online and talk to nick on the phone. i would get to drive my new car, which is a reason to go out. so are p.terry's fries late at night after drinking a few beers. i suppose going out would be the honorable thing to do. and then yoga in the morning tomorrow.
i like the slight reinvention i am putting myself through in terms of exercising. i absolutely love and hate bikram, which possibly is why i have been doing it so much. that, and i am alone in a new city that is welcoming but also not yet homey to me so i stay on the periphery. i do that during yoga too, where i park my mat in the back corners and try not to be noticed. so far i think it is working. and maybe it just takes time and i think that is ok. because spotlights are not always necessary and alone time is regarded highly by me right now, and i probably will continue these thoughts until i am in my own house filled with my own things and the boy i love and the dog we'll share.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
i remember every hour
recurring dreams
p. terry's french fries
maroon cars
swimming
yoga
beige houses
housing scams
bbq (duh)
bug bites
red noses
sandals
skirts
new friends
world cup
lone star beer
kegs on porches
heat
hot yoga
whole foods
ample amounts of water
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
one two three
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
a prelude
i've thought about escaping sometimes, to places that still have 1930s trains and where people know how to speak at least three languages, going between them as if they are one and you are one with the three. i've thought about it a lot over the past few years. i thought i'd end up in berlin where the wind would push me around and the beer would taste uncanny and the crackling leaves in the fall would remind me of another place altogether. i am however, not ending up there just yet, as austin calls from the part of texas that others rave about and where i might find a man playing a harmonica with his soul in his mouth. i rather hope for that, along with other things like two dogs, longhorns, and bbq. real bbq. i still hope for berlin though, for the place where at least three languages become one and where i may live in a flat for two that includes an old dog named henrik. a distinguished name some would say. as of tomorrow, though, i will enjoy hot summer nights, full of stars and energy, full of lone star beers and swimming holes, and maybe for once, i'll feel sort of southern in a texas kind of way.
Monday, June 7, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
tex mex
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
the woods that see and hear
here's another thing: i have yet to successfully take advantage of all sf has to offer, but in the next 14 days, i will attempt to do just that. although i will probably just do everything i have been doing since i got here- park, divey bars, mexican food, and good beers with friends.
here's one more thing: my going away party will consist of sneaking beverages and m&m's into a movie theater to see the a team the night before i leave. i will splurge for popcorn.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Monday, May 3, 2010
between the bars
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
i'll be your blackbird, hanging on your telephone wire.
in every moment that passed, i thought of the future and the present simultaneously.
i thought of glass walls that forgave appearances and the feet of dogs as they jumped gloriously.
i thought of the ease that comes with bicycle baskets and the feeling of nails on my back scratching.
tonight, i sit in my second bedroom staring at the endless summer.
the air is fresh mixed with stale, and i have the urge to run outside yelling.
lightning bugs are on my mind along with the ease of slip on sneakers and the taste of honey.
my hands smell like grill and summer and hazy sunshine and saliva.
all alone for a moment that really is 3 hours and my arms are open and my mind is clean.
clean until the summer-ness disappears into the fog and the rains come back.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
A Fresh Look: Observations on Artistic and Social Practices in Urban Farming
A Fresh Look:
Observations on Artistic and Social Practices in Urban Farming
Project Launch, Underground Market and Panel Discussion
On April 27, 2010 the Thesis II MA Collaborative Class hosts a book and website release event at the SFAI Chestnut Street campus. The event kicks off with an underground market presented by forageSF, and music by blues guitarist David Jacobs-Strain. Become a member and buy tasty treats from forageSF that include homemade baked goods, raw chocolate, raw honey, jams, jellies and marmalades, pickles, gumbo, quiche, kombucha, and more. Following the market MA Collaborative members will speak briefly about the culmination of their yearlong project examining various aspects of urban farming. Next is a panel discussion about the state of urban farming, peer to peer networks and food policy that will feature artist, educator and author Ted Purves, David Burns from the LA-based art Fallen Fruit Collective, and Gavin Raders and Heleh Zandi of Oakland’s Planting Justice. Capping the evening is a reception with homemade desserts and beverages from Frey Vineyards and Trumer Pils.
This celebratory event marks the launch of A Fresh Look: Observations on Artistic and Social Practices in Urban Farming, a publication and website. The project is the collaborative effort of the second year MA students in Exhibition and Museum Studies, History and Theory of Contemporary Art, and Urban Studies departments, and critically examines the intersection(s) of creative and social practice and urban agriculture. A Fresh Look contributes to the evolving dialogue that surrounds the practice of urban farming with essays that delve into decentralized peer to peer networks within urban agriculture, institutional interest in urban farming, food justice, architecture and design, and the history of the relationship between urban agriculture and artistic practice. Interviews include artist Fritz Haeg (LA), Bohn & Viljoen Architects (London), and Planting Justice (Oakland). Additionally, the website will include extended content not available in the publication.
www.afreshlook.org (live on April 27, 2010)
MA Collaborative: Rachel Adams, Pat Augsburger, Darin Bauer, Julie Edwards, Yuen Lee, Adam Prince, and Christy Wiles
Tuesday, April 27, Schedule of Events:
4-7pm: forageSF Underground Market and music by David Jacobs-Strain.
7-8pm: Project Launch and Panel Discussion with Ted Purves, Fallen Fruit and Planting Justice.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
fairly small torpedos
Thursday, April 15, 2010
smack.
nick got me a basket for my bike, which i just installed and am about to take on its first run. i can attest that seamus, my bike, is going to be quite a stud with this new basket, and i am particularly excited about the lesser amount of weight on my back. so, i am off to the new southern exposure space and to see jack hanley's last show and to not carry anything on my back because it will all sit in my basket! another great day. i love april.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
the light in the middle of every man's fall
its hard to be close and far with everything and everyone in my life right now. dinner last night was a relief, a sunny spot in a rainy day, and a delicious time with absolutely lovely ladies. i love consuming bottle after bottle of wine and eating a little too much curry because its just perfect. i will miss these nights when i leave 378 and possibly leave san francisco. even though its been awhile, that table has treated me so well over the past two years. i think back to the endless brunches and impromptu dinners, christy's birthday dinner where we were so squeezed together, romantic candle lit nights with nick, sofia cutting our hair after dinner one summer night, and thick crust goodness pizza that carmen brought us. bottles of wine and cartons of ice cream have been passed around that table many times over and i cherish them all. eating with friends is truly a luxury you can never have too often.
Monday, March 29, 2010
kids on the run
nick and i made vietnamese spring rolls last night and i ate the rest for lunch while watching martha stewart make pierogis. she was using a meat grinder to cut up the cabbage, which looked like death, and she kept saying how gorgeous it all was. i don't think i agree with the gorgeous, but i bet they were delicious. i like wrapped foods where everything is edible. mai made me brussel sprout and apple turnovers for dinner the other night. no joke, they were amazing. i guess that is what happens when brussel sprouts are soaked in sugar for hours.
thankfully, i was able to climb through our upstairs window after i lost my keys. it made me think of the numerous times i had to climb through the bathroom window in our house in tenafly because all the doors would be locked. i think i cut my leg badly once. i barely remember that house, let alone the cut.
i'm trying to finish things so i can take a shower and watch some hulu and eat brussel sprouts and purple potatoes for dinner. i am tempted to go back to the dogpatch and stay with nick tonight since i have a meeting there in the morning. but i miss my house and my roomates and my bed, so i'll fight that urge for tonight. plus, there are about 40 magazines here that i have not read yet.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
un an
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
we dream too hard
So you think you can (insert talent here)? Your confidence soars to breathtaking heights this week as Venus enters Aries and your ruling planet Mars powers forward in direct motion. Hands down, you have the leading edge in all that you do. Your firepower is hard to contain, but you don’t need to use as much force as you think. Soften your touch a bit; be the iron fist in the velvet glove. People won’t quite know what hit them, but they won’t mind falling under your spell all the same. Take the helm of a creative project that’s been veering off in a willy-nilly manner. People await your visionary direction; it’s fine to let your bossy streak shine this week. Romantically, you could be elevated to demi-goddess status among the ranks of your friends. Why? Because you know how to go out and get exactly what your heart desires without following old-fashioned social moires or waiting for anyone to give you permission.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
the old brand new
i had my interview this morning and i have to say it did go well. but now, i am just going to enjoy my three days left here. and buy new jeans because mine ripped. i am going to a screening tonight, and meeting all the other interviewee's and it should be interesting. i am very glad i was first. more than anything, i just want to take a nap. and possibly eat a huge hamburger. and then maybe hit the flea market tomorrow. its definitely a hard experience traveling by yourself and i hope i do not have to do it again for awhile. i am excited about going home and going camping at point reyes. and to not be by myself.
but right now, i am off to drink a heineken, which i expect will be delicious.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
letters from a front
tonight, however, i will have yellow stalked chard from my garden. sauteed to a crisp in garlic, olive oil, and salt. what can i say? i am traditionalist.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
architecture and its discontents
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
when things cast no shadow
right now she is sleeping at the other end of the sectional sofa. her nose is buried in front of her and i just want to go lay down and snuggle with her.
last night i walked home from zeitgeist after beers with adam, jeremy, and steven. the night felt fresh and the moon was waning i think and i sang lady gaga in my head while my feet took me home. by the end i was so tired that i almost stopped to rest on the bench that is halfway between church and sanchez on my street. that damn bench tempts me everyday.
i just woke the dog up because i sneezed really loudly.
i spent the day reading and talking and discussing and reading some more. i ate brunch in the sun and lunch in the boy's kitchen and dinner on the sectional. i am pretty content and even more so because of good feedback about my thesis and the fact that there is mozzarella cheese in the fridge. mozzarella makes everything better.
i am just ranting in this post and i am tired and i have to walk the dog before we curl up in bed. what a long day.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
all my friends are funeral singers
i hate weeks of absence.
last night was tough and all i could ask for was answered when molly let me cry on her shoulder and nick arrived soaking wet at my door with beer and kisses.
i miss everyone i love all the time. i need to keep in better touch with people.
nine high school girls all wearing a shade of purple just walked into bernies and its kind of amazing. they all have different patterned jansport backpacks.
the sun is in and out and i am in and out and everything seems a little better when listening to conor oberst on repeat.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
young and spry
yesterday, i went on two short hikes in marin. i sometimes forget how beautiful the north bay can be. at times, when we climbed over rocks and saw the rolling hills, i felt like i was in scotland.
on friday, i took a ferry to tiburon with nick, where we ate pistachios and drank laguinitas. we had dinner with his aunt and uncle and their friends and we talked about our future. the usual topic of discussion. i think its getting easier and harder at the same time. at least, i am getting excited about the next step.
time to work hard and enjoy the next few months. time to eat whole avocados and drink beers in the sunshine. time to go hike for hours to natural hot springs and hug redwood trees. time to not plan and just do. at least for awhile.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
to build a house you start with the roof
more than anything, i am just sick of all this talk about my future. i'm frustrated and really scared and i just want some clarity about it. about a lot of things. i am floundering and anxious. i went to bed at 4am last night and am awake before 9am. at least there are puppies here. and my best friend, although i cried in his bed yesterday morning and couldn't tell him why.
i had dinner with three of the strongest and most beautiful women i know last night and i settled down a bit. but sooner than later, the conversation just turned to transition and where we were all going and it seems that no one really knows anything anymore.
i do know that amsterdam would be an amazing opportunity and that may lead to others and maybe then my roof will materialize. but as of now, i can't sit still.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
the duchess
Saturday, January 30, 2010
shakespeare's sister
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
ready steady
aliza's work is rocking my socks off lately. she was in my show at dcp in october and i've always envied her drive to create. these new scenes she is doing in her series walking at night are beautiful. she is trly able to capture the perfect light of the chicago streetlights that dot her neighborhood. she is one of a kind.