Tuesday, June 23, 2009

a violent hunger

i am thinking about wearing bright sundresses and espadrilles.

i am wanting to sunbathe topless while wearing a large white brimmed hat, something out of this side of paradise.

i feel like singing loudly at night while perched on the back of a vespa.

i wonder how the sunlight pours into rooms halfway across the world. i can no longer see it in my head. the memories have evaporated, or settled deep inside me where i cannot find them.

i am desperate to pick plums and oranges and apples and sit on a hillside and eat them in the sunshine. a sunshine different from what i have now.

soon. soon i hope.

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